Hesitation

1 : to hold back in doubt or indecision 2 : to delay momentarily : Hesitation or Hesitating

Why do we hesitate when God wants us to do something? I feel like through life we second guess ourselves so much that we miss Godly opportunities. We allow amazing open doors to just pass us by. Over the last couple of weeks I have so much wanted to be a homebody. We just moved to a new city for the purpose of meeting people, building relationships and to start and amazing church. And I found myself not wanting to go anywhere. I was allowing fear and hesitation to rule my thoughts. I believe the two work well together. Hesitation was ruled by fear of the unknown. It's hard moving to a new place and not knowing a single soul outside your normal friend circle. I am normally not a hesitant type of gal. I pride myself on following God's plan for my life and was quite unhappy that I was holding myself back from God's Best. So, I decided to just go for it. I took a step of faith and it paid off. I have made friends, invited people to Trailhead church, witnessed about God's faithfulness, and shared about God's love.

John 3:30 "He must increase, but I must decrease."

It's not about me, it's all about Him!